Mata Itu Sayu

Kamu hari ini hanya diam, Nagata. Aku kan jadi ikutan diam juga.


Bingung harus bagaimana memulai pembicaraan.
Tapi aku senang saat kau berbisik ketika berbicara padaku.
Perkataan itu buatku.


Senang saat kau menjelaskan sesuatu, dan itu berada dekat denganku.


Sepertinya kamu lelah, Nagata.


Tapi kau selalu bilang padaku, "Ini belum seberapa. Bersiaplah untuk menghadapi yang lebih memberatkan dari ini."


Nagata,
Dunia mempunyai matahari untuk meneranginya,
Dan kau matahari untukku


Nagata,
Dunia mempunyai bunga untuk memperindah dirinya,
Dan kau bunga untukku


Ketika mata berbingkai kaca itu redup, aku sedih tak dapat melihat diriku di manik matamu.


So,
Would you smile for me, Nagata?

Nagata, Ich Liebe Dich!

Entah kenapa pengen nulis malem-malem begindang :)

Gyahaha~~

Aduh-aduh mukaku panas gila nih..

-^___^-

Lama aku nggak tidur larut gara-gara hati deg-degan nggak karuan..

Aku rasanya nggak pandai menceritakan sesuatu secara kronologis.

Hari ini si Nagata ganteng gila. Seperti gayanya biasa. Emang sih, kalau untuk ukuran orang jatuh cinta, semua penilaian untuk si Doi jadi bagus. Baru aja dua hari nggak ngeliat senyumnya aku udah gregetan pengen ke kampus untuk sekedar berbicara. Tapi sayang, akhir-akhir ini dia jarang senyum. Itu yang bikin aku sedih.

Tapi guess what, pas aku di kampus dia tadi nelpon aku dan menyapa aku dengan sebutan, "Dek". 

OMG, nggak biasanya dia nyebut "Dek" dalam percakapannya. Rasanya sayang banget untuk menghapus nomornya dari daftar panggilan masuk. Nggak nyangka pas pulang, di parkiran motor aku ketemu dia. Rasanya aku nggak mau pulang. Aku mau ngobrol ama dia. Pas ada kesempatan ngobrol, syukurlah, dia menyunggingkan senyum untukku.

Background hujan rintik-rintik buat dia seperti artis lagi syuting :P

Haduh-haduh.

Tanpa makan rasanya udah kenyang :D

Kyaaa~~ Kenapa aku jadi labil gini sih. Hati ketar-ketir nggak karuan. Bingung mau nulis apa, persis seperti lagunya Sherina:

Geregetan, oh aku geregetan

Apa yang harus ku lakukan?

Maunya-maunya-maunya ada dia terusss~~

Hihihi~~

Nagata, Ich liebe Dich!

At the Rhein's riverside

I whisper:

Love you

Wanna be by your side

Staring at you

Take me to anywhere

in this world

Nagata, keep smiling :)

Nggak sabar untuk bisa pergi jalan-jalan denganmu :)

Happy One Year Five Months, Brother! :D

"Dimanapun di belahan Bumi ini, Allah mempersiapkan orang-orang terbaik-Nya untuk membantumu. Bahkan disaat kau jatuh, dan seakan dunia menghimpitmu, Allah datang, memberimu bermilyar-milyar karunia yang patut kamu syukuri, yang patut kamu pergunakan sebaik-baiknya, Kehidupan." -Nadinez-

Saat sedang mengerjakan tugas, someone knocked the chatbox and said ":P Opa, how are you?"

I left my unfinished assignment and started to have a chit-chat with him. It has been a long time since I didn't have a really nice conversation with him, laughing for anything, and gossiping someone. I replied, "Kabar baik, Datuk. :))". I smiled, I didn't realize that I missed him so much until he greeted me. He asked "What was happened with u, Nad? You never poke me even you are online."

I was shocked. During my down-week there's no one who cares on me, no one asked questions such: why are you, what happened, are you OK. No one. No one. Yeah, on my mind, me -was the one who had the worst week ever. Ignoring all things around me, and sank in the routines and assignment. But,he came and ask me that question. I was really touched by that simple thing.

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuch things bro.", I said.

Then we had a conversation.

He read all my posts, and said to me "The way you express your feeling, make you such a mature woman, not a childish girl anymore. I'm proud of you." Really, he made a compliment, (*is it a compliment, Bro?) and make me cry. At the last post I said that I even couldn't drop my tears but, a simple thing he did to me, the tears came out.

I have never seen your face at the real world. Our relationship is just from Yahoo! Messenger, from conversations we made. I keep tell you stories, ask you sooooo much things, discuss hem, not-really-important-things, gossiping, making a crack, and yaa~ we just make relax time.

Really, you are the only one who concern, who asked.

You said, "btw,, i know you can pass this exam,, Allah may not give hamba-Nya ujian apabila hamb-Nya tak bsa melaluinya. *Maylish  mode: on"

Thanks for the advice. Wherever you are, which side of earth you belong to, whatever happened to you, you are, Insya Allah, always here in my pray. I pray for your goodness, and may Allah always bless you.

I count, this month is our anniversary, like I said two months ago, it's our anniversary!!

Happy One Year, Five Months, Brother!

p.s: Lord, would You make a meeting for us?